Well, My birthday went by well. I had a pretty good day in fact. I spent time with my family and with friends...well a friend ;) Thanks JeN. We went out for pizza and then to the movies, we saw Ocean's Twelve. It's not bad, it's not great, but it's not bad. The one part I didn't like was the filming, I'm a little sick and slightly naseaus so the filming they used made e want to be sick. They were all zoom happy freaks. Everything they did was filmed from far away with an extreme close up zoom. *Shudders,* JeN didn't like that....hmmm...I don't want to spoil anything so I'll stop.

Let's see, He sent me a happy birthday text message, it made me smile and feel the warm fuzzyness that happy things bring. and then I got one from 'the boy'. It made me wonder. I don't know why I still talk to the boy but I do. I tried walking away, he doesn't want me to. He tried walking away before that though and I didn't want him to. He doesn't want anything more than a friendship with benefits, I want more. I want to see if it's possible to have more but I'm not sure if I should. He broke my heart once and it almost destroyed me, I don't know if I could go through it again. I don't know maybe I'm a glutton for punishment. I know I have Him, He's always there for me no matter what. He wants me to tell him the whole story and I'm afraid it might open a part inside me that I've closed off, that I won't be able to close again.

the boy makes me wonder.
EroticFae

"Life is what it is,"-Spoken by Rhapsody in any one of the three Rhapsody novels written by Elizabeth Haydon (This is the translation for the title).

Now That I Found You - Lyrics
Written by J.D. Martin, Paul Begaud & Vanessa Corish

How can I believe
That my heart would find someone like you
You see me, the real me
No in bewteens, I had nowhere to hide
You took away the walls around me
Made me feel safe to share my truth

I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you

I do believe we're meant to be
Our chemistry will last forever
And through the years
We'll see some tears
We'll conquer fears
And together we will grow
Looking in your eyes
They tell me
I no longer have to feel alone

I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you

You see me, the real me
You believe in me

I see the heavens open, a heart that once was broken
Is holding nothing back
Now that I found you
You hold me like a prayer, you touch me everywhere
A lifetime just ain't enough to love you true
Now that I found you
Now that I found you

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