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Sunday, January 30, 2005
Goddamn Comps suck hairy Monkey Ballsacs sometimes
Ok, Long time no speak all. So just a quick note because I'm a t a friends house and need to run away shortly as she works/has school in the morning. I'm hopefully going to have a fully working computer other sometime this week or next week. Whenever my moms office gets the new anti-everything software stuff. Hmmm....oh and for those of you who know my other site I've updated that one and will hopefully have pictures up there soon.
I've got to jet all.
Be Well!
EroticFae
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10:38:00 PM |
 
Friday, January 21, 2005
No Computer, No Cry
Dear Readers,
As today's guest blogger, I am here to let you know that the EroticFae is having computer problems. Her computer crashed due to spyware and she is unable to use it until a firewall is installed. So, for now, there will be a lack of posting.
She will contact everyone as soon as she can and she apologizes for the inconvenience. However, she has admitted to being in my debt now... MWA HA HA HA!
Signing off,
JeN
|| by Fae ||
2:17:00 AM |
Saturday, January 08, 2005
A Task For the New Years.
Alright so we finally met up online again after the hectic-ness that is Christmas and New Years...(Did I make a new word???) any way, He and I finally got to talk. Online and a little on the phone, and he's set me a task. uhmm, I'm going to paste a little of our yahoo conversation on here so you can possibly better understand it....note the word "possibly".
Me: my brain is ticking while I try to come up with a good task for you...
Me: hehehe
Me: I have the basis in my head, I'm just thinking through the details
Me: you think you're ready to hear it?
Me: pet?
Me: have I lost you?
chamaeleon_83: no no sorry!
Me: its ok pet
Me:
chamaeleon_83: I'm sorry it wasn't dinging,
Me:
chamaeleon_83: Of course I'm ready to hear it!
Me: I won't punish you this time
chamaeleon_83: *Nods,* Thank-you Master.
Me: hehe - ok - over the next 24 hours, if you can, you are to take three photos for me... I want you to make them as sexy as possible, but you are to wear at a minimum underwear... in other words, you should not be naked...
Me: once you have done that, email them to me at (insert email address here)
Me: and then you will post to the blog, explaining what you had to do, and how you felt
Me: you dont have to post the pics, they're just for me.......the reasoning behind it is for you to explore your sexuality, and to understand that being sexy does not just mean being naked, but is equally how you are dressed, how you behave etc..........I think that even if we are having trouble being online at the same time, I may try to task you regularly....
The conversation didn't end there....but...well it does for you guys!!
Oh, the reason it says Me: and Chamaeleon_83 is because I had to have him send it to me through email because my comp has been acting up lately and He edited it so ya'll wouldn't know his name on yahoo and start harrassing him or whatever. But now you know my name and can harrass me.
At any rate. I've taken the pictures and sent them to Him, but...I guess I'm a little wary because well I don't honestly know why. I don't find myself attractive. I have good points sure, everyone does. I just happen to think I'm...well ok let me put it this way....
I'm built like an amazon and trapped in a pixies body.
I'm too big in a too small body. that's easier....phew. So, I guess since I don't find myself attractive I don't see how others could either....especially seeing as how I'm at best cute and at worst the tomboy-next-door.
So, I'm wondering if the pictures I took are what he was looking for or if they're too...something different...meaning too much of not what he was looking for.
Geezus Fuck....Can you tell I'm tired? I'm going to stop my ramblings and Head for bed. Ohh...uhmm...For those of you who know I am writing a story a new bit is up on my other site.
EroticFae
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12:42:00 AM |
Sunday, January 02, 2005
My Happy and Gross New Years
Hmm, Yes, She does it again. I drank myself stupid...yes I say stupid because I passed the point of no return. I couldn't tell how much I had to drink so I kept drinking...Yes I'm a smart cookie! *note sarcasm*
I puked for like a solid 9 hours.....not ok not solid...but like at least once if not twice for 9 hours, it was so gross so I shan't go into details.
Other than that part New Years was good, well except when hte hairdresser burned me 6 times with his hairdryer and managed to fry my hair with one session. I hate blow dryers.....and hair stylists that think everyone needs more blond hi-lights. I don't need more blond hi-lights, I have enough hi-lights people, just because they are not obvious and fake looking does not mean they are not there!!!!! I miss Sabrina....(my old hairstylist that went to a new place and I can't find,) *sniff sniff*
At any rate, another good thing that happened is I got to try out my balls. I'm a chick with balls now baby....so is JeN-JeN-Puff but she already had balls, metaphorically speaking of course. ;)
God my head is so twisted right now, I'm really tired and there's so much I wanted to write about, I've watched Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle and Little Black Book tonight. Now I really want to buy them both they're funny, well sick/funny/hilarious and funny/cute/non-hollywood happy ending-esque. So they were good, in fact if you liked "That asian guy from American Pie and That indian guy from Van Wilder" you'll like Harold & Kumar...well yeah cause that's them....damn I need my bed. Okay theres one more thing......ah yes!
the boy messaged me again, Sammi says I should wait like 5 days before messaging him back and that I should drop it for good even. My mom thinks he's living with someone. I think he's scared or afraid of any kind of commitment whatsoever which means I'm going to be banging my head against a brick wall for ages! So I should let go right???
Erotic Fae
FAITH HILL LYRICS
"Let Me Let Go"
I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind
In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the time
Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go
I talked to you the other day
Looks like you make your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same
Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go
The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see
Let me, let me let go, baby, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go
Let me let go, let me let go
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11:14:00 PM |
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