Hmm, Yes, She does it again. I drank myself stupid...yes I say stupid because I passed the point of no return. I couldn't tell how much I had to drink so I kept drinking...Yes I'm a smart cookie! *note sarcasm*

I puked for like a solid 9 hours.....not ok not solid...but like at least once if not twice for 9 hours, it was so gross so I shan't go into details.

Other than that part New Years was good, well except when hte hairdresser burned me 6 times with his hairdryer and managed to fry my hair with one session. I hate blow dryers.....and hair stylists that think everyone needs more blond hi-lights. I don't need more blond hi-lights, I have enough hi-lights people, just because they are not obvious and fake looking does not mean they are not there!!!!! I miss Sabrina....(my old hairstylist that went to a new place and I can't find,) *sniff sniff*

At any rate, another good thing that happened is I got to try out my balls. I'm a chick with balls now baby....so is JeN-JeN-Puff but she already had balls, metaphorically speaking of course. ;)

God my head is so twisted right now, I'm really tired and there's so much I wanted to write about, I've watched Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle and Little Black Book tonight. Now I really want to buy them both they're funny, well sick/funny/hilarious and funny/cute/non-hollywood happy ending-esque. So they were good, in fact if you liked "That asian guy from American Pie and That indian guy from Van Wilder" you'll like Harold & Kumar...well yeah cause that's them....damn I need my bed. Okay theres one more thing......ah yes!


the boy messaged me again, Sammi says I should wait like 5 days before messaging him back and that I should drop it for good even. My mom thinks he's living with someone. I think he's scared or afraid of any kind of commitment whatsoever which means I'm going to be banging my head against a brick wall for ages! So I should let go right???

Erotic Fae

FAITH HILL LYRICS

"Let Me Let Go"

I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day without your face
Goin' through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch, memories of your love
Are with me all of the time

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you make your escape
You put us behind, no matter how I try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know, yeah
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shinin'
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side, baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see

Let me, let me let go, baby, won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Oh, let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Yeah, you're still in my soul, let me let go
Let me let go, let me let go

|| by Fae ||
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