Saturday, January 08, 2005
A Task For the New Years.
Alright so we finally met up online again after the hectic-ness that is Christmas and New Years...(Did I make a new word???) any way, He and I finally got to talk. Online and a little on the phone, and he's set me a task. uhmm, I'm going to paste a little of our yahoo conversation on here so you can possibly better understand it....note the word "possibly".
Me: my brain is ticking while I try to come up with a good task for you...
Me: hehehe
Me: I have the basis in my head, I'm just thinking through the details
Me: you think you're ready to hear it?
Me: pet?
Me: have I lost you?
chamaeleon_83: no no sorry!
Me: its ok pet
Me:
chamaeleon_83: I'm sorry it wasn't dinging,
Me:
chamaeleon_83: Of course I'm ready to hear it!
Me: I won't punish you this time
chamaeleon_83: *Nods,* Thank-you Master.
Me: hehe - ok - over the next 24 hours, if you can, you are to take three photos for me... I want you to make them as sexy as possible, but you are to wear at a minimum underwear... in other words, you should not be naked...
Me: once you have done that, email them to me at (insert email address here)
Me: and then you will post to the blog, explaining what you had to do, and how you felt
Me: you dont have to post the pics, they're just for me.......the reasoning behind it is for you to explore your sexuality, and to understand that being sexy does not just mean being naked, but is equally how you are dressed, how you behave etc..........I think that even if we are having trouble being online at the same time, I may try to task you regularly....
The conversation didn't end there....but...well it does for you guys!!
Oh, the reason it says Me: and Chamaeleon_83 is because I had to have him send it to me through email because my comp has been acting up lately and He edited it so ya'll wouldn't know his name on yahoo and start harrassing him or whatever. But now you know my name and can harrass me.
At any rate. I've taken the pictures and sent them to Him, but...I guess I'm a little wary because well I don't honestly know why. I don't find myself attractive. I have good points sure, everyone does. I just happen to think I'm...well ok let me put it this way....
I'm built like an amazon and trapped in a pixies body.
I'm too big in a too small body. that's easier....phew. So, I guess since I don't find myself attractive I don't see how others could either....especially seeing as how I'm at best cute and at worst the tomboy-next-door.
So, I'm wondering if the pictures I took are what he was looking for or if they're too...something different...meaning too much of not what he was looking for.
Geezus Fuck....Can you tell I'm tired? I'm going to stop my ramblings and Head for bed. Ohh...uhmm...For those of you who know I am writing a story a new bit is up on my other site.
EroticFae
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