Your comments made me tear up. I've been ready to cry all day. I'm probably pmsing, or manic about something.

Jen, you have no idea what your words mean. You usually find the right thing to say to 'buck' me up...that doesn't quite sound right but I'm sure you know what I mean.

Jay, you're an absolute doll. thank-you. And yes, a kick ass nap was what I needed and had while I was 'watching' Batman...the first one. It did wonders for me, got rid of the lethargicness I felt and gave me the energy to get up....well Bon Jovi did that too.

Balthazar B, there are days where it does make it feel better, and days when it doesn't. Last night it was...cathartic, thank-god I was able to blow off steam today at the gym because otherwise I would be just as insane right now.

G, You know I'd missed you too. Having family that I don't particularly enjoy around screwing up our time together was ....icky, after our talk and everything I do feel much better. You make me smile. *enter mushy thought* You make gloomy days sunny. *exit mushy thought* I just wish....well I wish a lot of things.


For an actual post now....

I have to lose weight.....20 lbs to be....at the weight I should be at, 10 lbs to make me happy, and 15 to make my doctor happy. At this moment, I am sitting in jeans that almost, but not quite, come down over my hips when I pull on them. It means I get to go shopping but for pants....ick! I hate pants shopping, tops, skirts, shoes, jackets, earrings, christ tampon shopping is better than pant shopping.

I'm 4'11". It makes finding nice pants difficult because they always look different when they've been hemmed. I feel like a schlep when the pants don't look quite right. On a happier note, I got my hair into pigtail nubbins (A la Phoebe on Charmed season 2.) and I love them, I may try doing it with braids next time though. Very comfy for when you're doing cardio at the gym.

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